The self split solipsistic and existential

Solipsistic self sulks within
susceptible to seductions and suggestions.poem 2 2b

While the sensing and seeing self
taps its vectored sceptre’s tip
into an apparent world,
sumptuous with story and certainty
yet mired by a rift in oneself
solipsistic and existential,
against the phenomenal world.

Both self-s are lost, isolated
from their whole being, of Reality (one and only whole)poem 2 2c
who lives, is and does in Reality
while encompassing and projecting
one’s each self-s and their all.

Each self may refer to its whole;
though transcendent,
one’s whole from one’s part,
everything of one’s self and reality
is a part of one’s whole,
next to other wholes in
and of, Reality.

 

One circle (in grey) : represents one’s whole self, whose boundaries, touched by the rest of Reality, are lost in our whole’s transcendence from our part. The circle thus also contains the transcendence (from our part) of Reality and other wholes, which is why there is only one circle. The “circle and flick”, the one within and the four outside of the one circle, indicates the realm of one’s projected part (projected by one’s whole through the CNS or brain and spine).
Phenomenal word : “ … apparent world, though sumptuous with story, ….” ; our phenomenal world or the world we experience and try to understand, is an indication of the real world, projected by our whole through the CNS for our functioning and for judging friend or foe.
Projection : Our reality, including our self, is a part of one’s whole, projected by the whole self through his or her CNS (Central nervous System) or the brain and spinal cord. Projection is the substance of our reality and its components (the conscious, self, experience, deeper being, etc) which occupy certain shapes in particular places, in relation with their whole, in their “actuality” (the existence in fact of our reality as projection).
Self-s : pl. of self. As parts of our whole self, we may acknowledge numerous self-s, of different realms (cognitive, emotive, somatic, dreaming), different states (drugged, exhausted, focused, pressured), different occasions and company, etc.
Solipsistic : where one’s self is the only sense, is thought here to originate from when first becoming conscious within the womb, the state of which remain, carried by our whole in the wake (to the left) of our existential rise to meet the phenomenal world, centred inside out, on the right (as indicated in the diagrams that capture our situation, our projected actuality, from behind).

see recent poems and diagrams for more on the solipsistic and its split against existential –
Our lot
“solipsist”

 

solipsist

 

solipsistic self sits
settled in the slip streampoem 1 solip Mar18 c
of our seeking seeing self

existential depths
witness across
the rift set by birth

what’s next it awaits
day by day
in shock of abandonment
left behind and below

hard for it not
to fester, the further we are lost poem 1 solip Mar18 d
into the exponential abandon
of our knowing and time

we cannot go back
but must approach
our part and refer to
the whole, who encompasses our all,
our parts and their rift

 

see recent poems and diagrams for more on the solipsistic and its split against existential –
Our lot
“The self split solipsistic and existential” (with index)

 

 

“Us, you and me as self and identity – the human condition and Reality” 

The exponential wall of our time

The exponential wall of our timeb04-us-1.jpg
reflecting our population, pollution and potential,
must of itself collapse, filling the moat from which it rises;
the receptive Earth principle must level
all that is of our humanity’s doing.

Man has power but strength lies with the meek
women and children, but beyond what is human,
with Earth and our whole;
the future is uncertain in our minds
within and beyond, and in being a part, is light.

Let us trust our individual whole,
the transcendent one of whom we,
you and me as self or identity, are a part;
he or she will stand on level ground, but must teach us
and we must learn, to be, his or her part.

These words are not to incite
fuel repeated rushes or reassure rest,
negotiate peace or the goals of an engagement (lest we lust or loiter in entanglement);
but go and return, focus and mesmerise,
grasp and let go, but as part, of our transcendent whole.B04 Us 3b

Beyond what we determine what is what
beyond more or less of, and on and off with what
a part must, and can ultimately but
reference and refer to, its whole
for us as projected, our actuality,
our existence of our reality is as is, our “projected” part.

The human condition a “projected part” displaced from our individual whole, of the generation of our species hominid of Africa, spread out all over the globe aborig-indig-origin people, now mostly urban lost from their lands

Yet, we are displaced from our whole
as a part and for being projection
projected through the brain-spine (CNS)
by our whole, as a projected part.

We are further isolated, in our projected part B04 Us 7
from our whole, in our projected reality
identified in our self and with what we experience.

Displaced and differentiated
separate, as self or identity
from other parts, which include
what we experience, the experience itself, the conscious,
witness, subconscious and deeper being.
Identified
in our self, and with what we experience.

So, be and become
a part of whole being
you belong to, as a part;
of Reality, the one and only whole (of every whole, beyond and part),
your transcendent whole, in Reality happening
being, doing, and alive.

The whole is transcendent of its part
for a whole cannot be the part.
The part we are also, our whole is transcendent of.

In our projected reality, we think we existB04 Us 9
live and do things, with others in the world
and have a sense, given by our whole
that allows us to think those things
of us,
you and me as self and identity
in our projected reality,
the very existence and substance of which is
projection, a projected part of our whole.

While Earth exists and our whole lives
learn
and be in relation with
our
transcendent whole and as a part, as B04 Us 8
in truth,
a part is what we are:
Everything, of our self and reality,
is a part of our whole,
projected through the brain and spin
al cord.

The CNS (Central Nervous System, brain-spine
through which our whole projects our reality
)
falls-short of
the whole’s lumbar extent;
extend vertical our projected float
from veered vectored right
upfront
come vertical on top,
through each level
cognitive, emotive, somatic, to on
top of
the underside,
and again on top, of the under-belly,
get the other-end below that,
and go for the haunch you must be on,
which may be quietly rocked.


Hard to understand

Not to be understood,
Reality
and the whole we,
me and you as self and identity,
are a part of.

Transcendent beyond our reality
is Reality and our whole,
for us being a part, projected
through the brain and spine
by our whole from Reality.
And within projected reality
displaced into differentiated parts –
the conscious above, deeper being below,
the self to the back of the world placed
predominantly in front according to vision, sound
and the sensitive surfaces for touch.

Even being a part,
our relation with our whole,
is a mystery.

Yet a knack for
we can acquire
for approaching our part
as projection, our actuality,
and for referring to our whole,
yours for you and mine for me.

In being a part of our whole
through our projected actuality,
we are also immanent of Reality.

 

Many me-s, my whole and Reality

Many me-s overlap me
Everything overwhelm
the one-thing-at-a-time me;
I, at a talk me
am.

message 02A part,
self and identity,
of one transcendent whole;
transcendent of my part
in and of Reality, Entirety, he is

Immanent of Reality,
the one and only whole,
in me and in being a part of my whole;
for he being
of Reality.

All-Creation-God is Reality.
Whole being, whole body and whole self
is the whole of whom our reality, of conscious experience and self witnessed, is a part; everything of our self and our reality is projected
through the brain and spinal cord, by our whole.

Poem Straight up JUn17 (5)All-Creation.

All-Creation-God, if Creation needs a creator, or we need a name for the mystery. Otherwise, it proceeds :-
All-Creation, Reality, Entirety, the one and only whole:
Rest of creation, apart from the whole being.
Whole self, whole being, whole body, touched by the rest of creation:
CNS (Central Nervous System), the brain and spinal cord:
Projection, from the whole through the CNS, our actuality, our existence in space and                fact as part of our whole.
Our part, our reality, of conscious experience and self witnessed.

And exposed, this year!                       Rooster 2017. Dog 2018.

Hollow hole

Holy Emptiness
hollow in my hole
in my space and my time
set in against out
projected part.

Transcendent Nothingness
our whole absent,
together with Reality,
from our part
set, of our whole.

Wholy ghost of Reality
our whole being
self and body,
whole self and
whole body of Reality.

We being part
as part regard
our whole
who is
of Reality.

To be, to be – fly, fly
a part – your space and your time
ten made – heaven is a part.

 

A part are we, am I, are you.

Alone in my space
and in my time
within my whole,
of whom I am a part,
as self or identity
with and within my reality,
a part of my whole.

We are
alone as part
of our whole
Reality be,
we be a part.

To be, to be
ten made to be.
Lined-up with
image on horizon, one.
Staggered across over
ground underfoot, two.
Upright stagger floats, three.

Together as part
our wholes next to
in Reality.

message 02The whole is transcendent of our part. As is Reality, transcendent of our part, for our whole being of Reality, being transcendent of our part.

In being a part of our whole, who is of Reality, Reality, the one and only whole of which everything is a part, is immanent in us. We become a part, beyond notion and sense, in and out, time and space determined me and you, the world and I, witnessed and conscious of.

 

Through exponential chaos

Hemmed between my many me-s
my fractled “I” empties,
choose a plan
make a truth,
amidst the chaos of realities.

Cocky rooster plucked exponential
with no feathers left to ruffle
pollution population and climate change expose,
politics must purpose,
human history aligns with Earth’s.

We cannot take to heart gain and loss
let year of Dog lead us through
though exponential extremes turn
inside out and upside down,
present our all as part to our whole.

zzz D4 projected actuality other wholes.jpgReality be where
your whole is alive
next to other whole beings
of Reality.
Look to a relation
with that whole
of whom you
are a part.
Be a part
as a part, in your actuality,
existence in space projected through
zzz E wind of Reality.jpgbrain and cord (spinal).
Tack right into
the wind of Reality
in our actuality
in relation with our whole.

Year of the Rooster 2017, year of the Dog 2018 – Chinese zodiac. Previous reference and comment in Lost and found X-mas cheer Dec24 2017.

“Tack into the wind of Reality”.
A yacht cannot cruse directly into the wind but must “tack” on an angle towards the wind. It moves towards the wind, by tacking on this angle, zig-zagging to the left and right of it.
We must also be indirectly with Reality and the transcendent whole being, of whom you or I as self or identity are a part. In being a part, we displace our whole. Reality, the one and only whole, is also displaced by this, transcendent of our part and reality (“our reality” of conscious experience and self witnessed), because our whole is of Reality.
Our self is distinguished from our whole self, and our reality from Reality. Our part ia a part of our whole, who in turn is a part of Reality.

The wind of Reality embodies and is embodied in our whole. We may be in relation with our whole, which is as a part (because he or she is our whole). and in our actuality, we are a part.