I long to be
an integral part
of the whole I belong to
as projected part.
The whole I belong to is present in the present, eternal from where our sense of time and space too is a projected part.
The true self, whole self, or Atman is always there. I understand that he or she is the whole self, whole being whole body, who projects the I that sees and senses, and the world it experiences.
The whole body is in reality alive in creation, touched by the rest of creation, next to other whole beings and entities, present in the present, solid in gravity, and on Earth. Our world, space and time, our sense of others, self, the conscious and witness are projected from the whole body’s brain and spine.
We will always be in projection but may be touched and consumed by our whole, who is beyond our projected reality of experience, in reality.
This is what I understand as I recognise a distinction between self and whole self, our projected reality and reality. I am and the world I experience and sense is. They are projected actualities, a part of the whole body in and of creation who is spirited at core by the essence of All creation one with the essence of the whole entity in creation. The whole I belong to is present in the present, eternal from where our sense of time and space too is a projected part.