Genderisation

We are genderised in our self and identity. We consider our self male or female, though we may question this and perhaps choose to change it.

While we identify in our self and our genderisation, we are in fact a part, together with all that we experience of others and the world, of our whole being. And our whole being, who is in and of Reality, is the one who is gendered.

I am hoping this quick examination of our genderisation help clarify two distinctions, between our self and our whole self, and between our reality and Reality. They are considered throughout my work which tries to establish “actuality”, our existence in fact as projection, projected through the CNS (Central Nervous System) by our whole being.

message 02.jpgProjection distinguishes and help define our reality of conscious experience and self witnessed as a projected part of our whole, our self as a projected part within our projected reality, and our whole self as who projects our reality including our self.

Reality itself or absolute Reality is what our whole self is of. Also the one and only whole, our whole being is of Reality, and through him or her we, as self or identity, together with our genderisation, are a part of Reality.

While any whole is beyond or transcendent of its parts, in our actuality, we may be in relation with our transcendent and gendered whole being of Reality as a projected part.

Our lot

It’s a lot to commit
one’s life, one’s family
our land be speaketh
our part in our doom;
human condition isolated from its whole.C002a Mar18 I sol exis phen.jpg

A whole human being
our whole complete self
the whole body of whom
we are a part.

Our reality, our self
the worlds out there
and within
all projected parts.

Testimony invested
hegemony guided by
one another institution-ed
constituted to form and identity.

Who’s on top
of what?
alone amidst peers
under conscious’ reign.

Meter out in conscience
your part at least
present to whole,
being of Reality.

Seldom sought
and never met
where we see and know,
consider relating as a part.

Slender selection
bits of information
purpose built for
self regression.

Solipsistic, existential
or lost in phenomenon
but always, our whole must be
for us and our reality to be.

Promote your part
promote your whole, then
refer to you whole
as a part.

see recent poems and diagrams for more on the solipsistic and its split against existential –
“solipsist”
“The self split solipsistic and existential” (with index)

The self split solipsistic and existential

Solipsistic self sulks within
susceptible to seductions and suggestions.poem 2 2b

While the sensing and seeing self
taps its vectored sceptre’s tip
into an apparent world,
sumptuous with story and certainty
yet mired by a rift in oneself
solipsistic and existential,
against the phenomenal world.

Both self-s are lost, isolated
from their whole being, of Reality (one and only whole)poem 2 2c
who lives, is and does in Reality
while encompassing and projecting
one’s each self-s and their all.

Each self may refer to its whole;
though transcendent,
one’s whole from one’s part,
everything of one’s self and reality
is a part of one’s whole,
next to other wholes in
and of, Reality.

 

One circle (in grey) : represents one’s whole self, whose boundaries, touched by the rest of Reality, are lost in our whole’s transcendence from our part. The circle thus also contains the transcendence (from our part) of Reality and other wholes, which is why there is only one circle. The “circle and flick”, the one within and the four outside of the one circle, indicates the realm of one’s projected part (projected by one’s whole through the CNS or brain and spine).
Phenomenal word : “ … apparent world, though sumptuous with story, ….” ; our phenomenal world or the world we experience and try to understand, is an indication of the real world, projected by our whole through the CNS for our functioning and for judging friend or foe.
Projection : Our reality, including our self, is a part of one’s whole, projected by the whole self through his or her CNS (Central nervous System) or the brain and spinal cord. Projection is the substance of our reality and its components (the conscious, self, experience, deeper being, etc) which occupy certain shapes in particular places, in relation with their whole, in their “actuality” (the existence in fact of our reality as projection).
Self-s : pl. of self. As parts of our whole self, we may acknowledge numerous self-s, of different realms (cognitive, emotive, somatic, dreaming), different states (drugged, exhausted, focused, pressured), different occasions and company, etc.
Solipsistic : where one’s self is the only sense, is thought here to originate from when first becoming conscious within the womb, the state of which remain, carried by our whole in the wake (to the left) of our existential rise to meet the phenomenal world, centred inside out, on the right (as indicated in the diagrams that capture our situation, our projected actuality, from behind).

see recent poems and diagrams for more on the solipsistic and its split against existential –
Our lot
“solipsist”

 

I of conscious experience and self witnessed

As self or identity
together with and within my reality
of conscious experience and self witnessed,
I am quantum part
of my reality
that is a projected part
of a whole being of Reality,
of Entirety, that is the one and only whole.

As a parcelled party,
within my reality
of conscious experience and self witnessed,
I can as part
be touched by Reality
through my whole being a part
in turn of Reality.

Quantum and projection : Poem

goes with entry piece Quantum and projection

There’s a godly being of Reality
who is the maker of our actuality.
We exist as a part of this our whole being
in and as, his or her projection.
Projected through the brain and spinal cord (CNS or Central Nervous System)
we flow out of our whole.

 

Together with our reality
we are projected, our self and what we experience.
Our whole is more than the sum of
his or her projected and solid-body parts.

 

Now of Reality :
– one and only whole
– more than the sum of the aspects of Reality that include sound, light, space, quantum, life, consciousness, aesthetics, ethics, etc,.

 

Einstein theorised and formulated for
a constant that binds shifting frames;
causality has a speed observed constant
through relative frames of reference related
within cosmos’ fabric of space-time.

 

Matter and gravity is wrapped up in it
it seems energy, kinetic
till beyond dimensions far and small
matter is shattered with space and time
within black holes and in “our” quantum fields.

 

Matter and energy play out their existence
in particles we measure the effects of;
with radiation traces we guess probable
their statistical place and certain entanglement
causal association observed in “our” time.

 

But within our reality that is projection :

 

Is where we determine this or that
of what we experience tangible in
our space and time Newtonian grid.

 

Is where we sift through threads split and splayed
in shifting frames of reference held
constant by the witness.

 

Is where, despite our very existence as projected actuality
our probable nature is set certain
with an other entangled in same event.

 

Indignation this interdependence
paired entangled, when determined
easily convinced because isolated
in fear of contradiction and in denial of conflict
flight/fight trigger sets us from our whole;
friend or foe, love and hate,
certain confusion the closer we get
to our associated other,
within or out.

 

In our actuality is the connection
to our whole being of reality, next other whole;
beyond determined
definitive in context,
set relative in face of the witness,
and deemed probable as quantum parcel
entangled against another,
approach being projection
your part and the other.

 

Then, in your actuality
your existence in fact as projection
contemplate your whole
connect through projection
commune as a part;
to be “in relation with”
your whole is more than the sum of these steps;
our whole is more than the sum of projected and solid-body parts,
and Reality, of which our whole is of, is more than the sum of quantum, space-time, life, chemistry wholes, and all other aspects.

 

Ed 27Nov17 orig tt Oct 2016

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Turned in our Vector

The dynamics of our projected actuality, our existence in fact, occupying space as projection. We emanate or flow out from our whole through the brain and spinal cord (CNS).

 

s 23Nov17 tturned vector giff

 

Vectored
up front and to the right might light
cornered off
on and on
fish eyed
stare
conscious of
knowing
sensing
feeling
being
cornered across
centred
right
through
liver

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